Slogan: Love the Music
Today I looked up and realized that I haven't been online nor on my harp in nearly a week. I have been working toward playing a medley of music for Christmas day, but instead I had some company come who did not want to hear my playing, brought me an autoharp (whatever that is) and I have no desire to begin learning how to discover something new, read a manual, and be told that my playing isn't good enough. As you hear, I am not in a very good state right now. I can't settle down, relax, get into practicing music. I'm very angry at the person who brought the autoharp into the house. I have been in a state of anxiety and much discomfort ever since.
My hope for this season of comfort and joy was that I would begin to behave in a more gentle and positive mindset; what happened has surprised me. A fella walked in the door and I just allowed him to take me hostage in a way that paralized me with fear and insecurity.
I am sad as I sign off tonight, thanks for dropping in,
Meg
About Me
- Music Quest
- I went back to school in my later years, took English, history, psychology, creative writing. Began taking harp lessons at the same time as an outlet for my energy. I have gotten work in the public sector in an office that takes up most of my time and energy to the point that I no longer take the time to work on any of my passiions. So, I am starting this blog to make a new start at putting the harp back into my life as I miss it. As I like writing I'd like to see what notes I can take to keep my on track for a year, like Julie & Julia, she did her recipes and recorded her progress. Same for me; I want to keep a record hoping I will make progress.
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