Regarding Thursday September 10th,

I see that I have not been keeping up with this blog. It may seem like I have already fallen and I can't get up. This isn't true, I came in on Thursday nite with in such brain fatigue that I was unable to think, went to bed at 8-ish and fell asleep in the pages of my book.


Regarding Friday September 11th,

Slogan: SLOW & STEADY IN SMALL STEPS

Today I came in with the old mindset of ordering fish & chips and mindlessly watching TV all evening till I fell asleep on the couch. Hopefully, you will be happy to know that I did exactly that. I am beginning to think that I don't really care if anyone else ever joins the blog and reads all the nonsense that makes up my life. I have been unavailable to do any practice the last two days so I think that I will go out and cut the brambles/blackberry vines down, then come in and do some harp work.

I am going to pick out 3 small pieces and work for a short time, like 5 min per day in order to do the program in Artist Way that I have taken on till October. I think this could be where there is a slight shift in the goals for my blog. I have to learn to take things slow and steady in small steps. I have been rushing so hard that I have forgotten that there are details I am overlooking in trying to get to the end of the project as opposed to doing the work in all the minute detailed tasks that it needs, loving all the work, mistakes and redoing some stuff it includes. Just wanting to know how to play the harp and not loving the minutes and hours of practice just to be doing this activity is cheating my harp and myself. Now, let's see if I can remember this message.

Thanks for dropping in,

Meg